June 2010
4 posts
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I fucking love you.
There I said it,
and it was far from hard.
How this happened is beyond me,
and frankly I don’t give a shit.
The truth is,
simply stated,
I fucking love you.
Now deal with it.
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A Gift from You
You sent me flowers.
Bright with purple,
sent with love
and
hope for our future.
I only pray that each petal
of the bouquet will not
outlast our days together.
I also hope that the reason
behind the delivery of such a gift
will never happen again;
for my heart are as
delicate as these petals.
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Basketball
Despite the thousands of miles
that separate us,
I imagine myself
next to you
as the last few minutes
countdown to zero.
I am praying that
the men
in green
win.
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Birthday love
from a chance meeting /
comes a love so strong and true /
here’s to years with you
May 2010
1 post
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You
Set my heart afire
With your enchanted ways,
Which are always poorly mimicked
By amateurs who’d wish
They had just a tad of your art
To make a woman swoon.
April 2010
3 posts
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In the Dark
Cold snow in my soul
which wilt your precious petals
No longer your spring
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The image
to see you like that / images burnt in my mind / not the you i love
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I love you
is there really more to say? so simple so true
March 2010
15 posts
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For you, The world.
Thousands of
miles may
separate us,
but
you are closer than
ever before as
my thoughts
dance about
you
and my heart
rejoices,
just knowing
that the
feeling
is
mutual.
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confession
Every time
you read
those infamous words
of that peculiar
poet, I begin
to want to
kiss you
away,
because I too,
am
always
thinking
about
it.
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Conspire - Phoenix
Sippin’ on a mate,
as the smell of cigarettes
burn around me.
Music plays to the
beat of time,
a rhythmic dance of sound
waves; unseen
but heard.
Dirty, grungy
urban hippies
hang out
revolting
against this
American Dream
that we all
long for.
This IS the
American Dream,
to choose to be
free.
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“Alabama Arkansas I do Love my Ma and Pa
But not as much as I do Love you
Holy...”
– Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros - Home
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March 12, 2010
Step, step, walk
let my feet lead
me forward
into the future
with adventure as
my guide.
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@deaddisko Just so you know
Just so you know. I’m not going to run from you, even when you push away. I’m not going to falter when the foundation shakes. I’m not going to lie to you or hide what’s inside.
Just so you know. I know that you’re hurt and it seems like it won’t heal. I know you cover your heart from the pain. I will stand here besides you and wait out the storm. I will give all that you want, even time...
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@deaddisko haiku
fifteen hours you drove /
five days we spent together /
two people, one love
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Re: IM
My heart becomes
overwhelmed
with every passing
breath that brings
me closer to you.
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IM Haiku
ME: in two days i fall
ME: in love with you, my angel
ME: finally i can rest
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all I want
I’m not looking to be famous
nor do I want to climb
the social ladder of popularity.
All I want is for my pen
to move about my thoughts
and lead me to that road
of self discovery as the ink
spills my heart out onto a
piece of paper.
“The practice of art isn’t to make a living. It’s to make your soul grow.”
– Kurt Vonnegut (via louobedlam) (via syntheticpubes)
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simple math
three sixty five
instead of addition
could we please subtract
perhaps multiply that by
love and find the sum
of happiness.
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The Unnamed Girl
During the roughest time of my short-lived life, I was presented on my birthday with the best gift anyone has ever given me. No, it wasn’t a new iPhone or the latest high fashion handbag, but instead a very basic mechanical machine powered by me.
She was cream colored and made my disastrous life seem as if I were living in paradise. Odd, but I shall proceed. My new found love brought me...
February 2010
55 posts
La Familia
Amidst the security of unconditional love
the mental barriers that inhibit creation
fall to the earth instantaneously
powerless, inferior as they are
and infinitely will be.
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Haiku 02.26.10
two circles spinning /
counting the beats, you mix /
sound track of the night
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In response
Please forgive me for my recent misbehavior
as it is fueled by ill fated memories
of which this fragile heart of my being
has yet to recover from.
The remedy is not so clear,
perhaps time, patience and positivity
will heal these deep wounds that have
been neglected in hopes of being forgotten.
Selfish it is of me to share the negativity,
I fear that I must withdraw and
find sanctuary...
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Haiku 02.25.10
you hung up last night in the midst of discontent what does it take, love?
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the witching hour
I enter into the lonely night
without sleep as a companion
prancing around under the
watchful eye of nocturnal beings
twirling in the midst of creativity
as it flows through me to be
interpreted as a day dream as
daylight overpowers the dark.
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Because you asked
Because you asked, I will.
Because you care, I do.
Because you love, I love too.
Because you asked, the world for you.
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T_T < ^_^
they say writers are only
inspired by misfortune
and a troubled heart
but I’d like to bear witness
that it is possible for
your pen to dance
to the sweet ballet
of happiness.
syntheticpubes: Charles Bukowski →
this is free, take it, and feel better bad-natured people are everywhere like flies upon a dead horse in a hot summer they are set upon objects, things, situations in a rather congenial viciousness that is most often mistaken for courage but generally (setting aside bad companionship, bad diet,…
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Haiku 02.18.10
i wish it was known /
just exactly how you feel /
do you still love me
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Delphi
From the City of Angels
to the beaches of Santa Barbara
onward to the glorious mountains
bounding over the seas to the
Mediterranean shores of Greece
where Turkey welcomed you
with open arms
patiently wasting time
plotting to conquer
upon your return
once again to that long forgotten place
mission complete of
apprehension of my heart
a love story unfolds
culminating to an abrupt...
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If Only
Selfish I am
doing only what I care to do
myself as the main priority
What a sad realization
that we choose to live
backed by selfish acts
to eat
to drink
to breathe
If only we could offset
our selfishness
by tenfold
imagine the world we’d live in.
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Haiku 02.15.10
questions, questions / answer me? that is crazy! / i do fucking care
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fake participation
Despite your hard effort
creativity is never enough
to ease the blood thirst
of the masses
criticism their weapon
set to destroy your soul
let it kill?
the decision is yours
wounds heal
time never stops
neither should your art.
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whatever
tonight was … no? not anymore? but … oh, I see. couldn’t you … no, I guess not … sure …
whatever.
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Haiku 02.13.10
thousand miles away / can you feel me reaching out / take my hand in yours
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Assumptions
They say when you assume, you make an ass out of you and me. Clearly though, your assumptions just make an ass out of you. Even Carly Simon knows you’re so vain you probably think this poem is about you.
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Haiku 02.12.10
try to do things right some how it ends up all wrong manual needed
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Apology Accepted
Have no fear my love
Slumber overcame me too
I hope you slept well
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Haiku Apology
i said that i’d call / sleep stole me away from you / forgive me my love
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Wishful Thinking
Suddenly awakened from the dream world
by a loud, annoying ring off to the right of me.
Who could it be?
I hope it’s you.
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Nihilism
Please forgive me as my words
will be melancholic in tone
I am an observer of this modern world
An active participant in the current culture
Despite my active goal of advancing civility
I fear there is not a chance for our culture
to renew
bring about renaissance
My spirit and head hang low
at the mere sight of cultural decline
Oh, where art our Saviour?
burning with passion
bound to...
Memories Lost
Lingering in my thoughts
are memories lost
mind tries to revisit
each cloudy image
soon to be erased
replaced with clearer images
set to the same fate
a sad endless cycle.
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Haiku 02.10.10
her drunken swagger/ tears are running down her face/ what’s her real story?